..::no BF!!!no LOVE!!!::..

Ari ni pg2 ag dia msj n mntk ak pny blog..ktanya dia nk bca pe isi ati ak..hurm..act ak xnk bg tp ak xmmpu nk tolak pe yg dia mntk..then,ak bg..so,blog ak ni bkn ag rhsia ak srg..dia pn trut mgtahui pe yg ak rhsiakn slma ni..xpla..mgkn ni pn tbaek jgk sdgkn ak sndr xmmpu tuk luahkn sume ngn kta2..ni jr cra ak luahkn sglanya..

Skrg ak kt umah..borinK!!!tp ak rndu suasana ni..dpt gado2 ngn adik..dpt smbang2 sal sukan ngn abah..dpt mkn byk2 pe yg umi masak..huhu..kjp jr ak kt umah..byk msa cti ak krbnkn tuk krjaya yg ak mnat..NETBALL..playing netball is my priority..i have no boyfren..no one 2 fight with..im alone..n i love 2 be like dis..maybe..dats da way i dscribe myself..smtimes i have 2 lie 2 myself..shud i?

Act,im in love..u noe rght?my older post told evrythg..about him..but he has another 1 special in his life..im only his bff..hehe..lucky 2 be his bff..no mtter wat I feel,I doenst make any sense..it doenst change anything..wat im alwaz talking wit him is juz about he n she..y?bcoz from there I wil noe how much he loves her..n how much I hate him..dats da beginning on how I wil hate him..im willing 2 do dis u noe..trying 2 throw away my feelings 2wards him..it sounds crazy but I like..like 2 scratch my own heart n I never allow anyone 2 do it xcept my ownself..bcoz im da only one who feels da pain..n its really hurt..anyone plz??cure my pain n taking care of it..i bet no one can do dis juz bcoz we all human..unperfect creature…

Fui,ai ni kdt ak da hbs..n ak xnk t4 sbb ak xdr duit..haha..mst ak rndu dia nnt..tp ak xnk mgalah..ak nk tgk..slama mna dia leh bthan tnpa msj dr ak.. eit!!!ko mmbe dia jr ifa..bkn awek dia..tlg jgn pasan plz..haha..yup2!!ak xpasan da..ak mau tdo,tgk tv n mkn..mau pg jauh2 dr dia n prsaan sndr..ak mau sngle skrg..sbb netball n study is my priority now..no BF!!!no LOVE!!!

“hope im epi wit my own words..coz no one special than i am”